...that old friend I mentioned, the one from face book, the one I don't want to re-connect with, but am glad to have tabs on her....she keeps contacting me. Just little comments here and there. "Happy Birthday" "Your baby is beautiful" "Happy Mother's day". etc...but on a couple of occasions she has sent actual letters, long ones. And I have yet to respond, until tonight.
I just spent the last 2 hours compiling thoughts that have gone through my head for the past decade. Trying to express them in writing. I wrote it, and re-wrote it, and revised it a bit more...and sent it. I did it.
It was by far the most therapeutic yet equally devastating thing I have ever written to another person. I tried to not be cold, rude, cut throat. But also made sure that I stuck to who I am.
I hope she sees that my intentions in what I wrote were not to hurt her, but came from my heart.
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Sometimes things have to be said.
You are doing what is right for you, and there is no bad intentions in doing that.
I hope she gets the hint and moves on.
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