IT is really more about me than her......
I was talking with Moosh tonight and I said it out loud and I knew it to be true. She is really easy to talk to, Moosh that is. The things she has endured in her life, the joys, the tragedies, she is just amazingly strong.
I hope she knows how much our conversations mean to me. We don't get to catch up and talk often but when we due it is always very meaningful to me....thank you Moosh
July 15, 2010
July 11, 2010
Faced with the reality..
...that our family may remain at 3....
I generally don't discuss mine and T's relationship or conversations on ..... The other night I asked T what his thoughts were on adding to our our family, he said he had thought about it and that keeping us at 3 is good for him. He does not see the importance in baby K having a sibling, a playmate, a lifelong friend to lean on when we are gone. He says that he is enjoying watching her go beyond the baby stage knowing that we also are passed them.
I have to admit....I was very disappointed with his answer. Shed a few tears and let it go. In my gut I knew that would he his response, which is why I took so long to bring it up. I told myself I could not bring it up until I was ready to accept NO as his answer......I was not ready
I generally don't discuss mine and T's relationship or conversations on ..... The other night I asked T what his thoughts were on adding to our our family, he said he had thought about it and that keeping us at 3 is good for him. He does not see the importance in baby K having a sibling, a playmate, a lifelong friend to lean on when we are gone. He says that he is enjoying watching her go beyond the baby stage knowing that we also are passed them.
I have to admit....I was very disappointed with his answer. Shed a few tears and let it go. In my gut I knew that would he his response, which is why I took so long to bring it up. I told myself I could not bring it up until I was ready to accept NO as his answer......I was not ready
July 5, 2010
Doing what I love....
What a great long weekend this has been.....Not only has the weather been *perfect* (ie. HOT HOT HOT) I have done things I enjoy, no plans, just whatever the day "felt" like as we go....
Saturday - hung at the Grandparents pool. Ate huge hot Lobster rolls for dinner
Sunday - hung at the sister's pool. BBQ'd with friends, got a beer buzz.
Monday - out to breakfast - just me and the kid. Hung at the sister's pool sans kid**, Huge cold lobster rolls and salad for dinner.
Love long weekends!
**The plan was that T would go fishing this morning and I would go to the pool when he got home. Allowing us both to have some one on one time with baby K and some "me" time. He got to go fishing (7 hours)....I went to the pool, for about an hour and a half.....I won't get into the details, other than I am spending my last night of the long weekend pissed off at the hubby...
Saturday - hung at the Grandparents pool. Ate huge hot Lobster rolls for dinner
Sunday - hung at the sister's pool. BBQ'd with friends, got a beer buzz.
Monday - out to breakfast - just me and the kid. Hung at the sister's pool sans kid**, Huge cold lobster rolls and salad for dinner.
Love long weekends!
**The plan was that T would go fishing this morning and I would go to the pool when he got home. Allowing us both to have some one on one time with baby K and some "me" time. He got to go fishing (7 hours)....I went to the pool, for about an hour and a half.....I won't get into the details, other than I am spending my last night of the long weekend pissed off at the hubby...
July 2, 2010
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