The blues........

I've really had'em lately. I think it is a combination of several things:

• my job sucks
• i spend at least 3 hrs a day in my car-3 days a week
• i am unhappy with myself, my body, my health
• i am feeling lonely
• summer is almost over
• home heating oil prices are still at $3.799 a gallon (a full $1.00 more than last season)
• i lost *a lot* of money from my 401K last week
• another shipment of diapers is supposed to be delivered soon and K refuses to even try the potty

I could go on, but won't. On the brighter side, I went out tonight last night with my good ole friends from high school. one of the girls graduated from nursing school last night. we had a great time. there were some guys there that were 4-5 classes ahead of me, "cool guys" back in the day, and what a bunch of flirts they were. Even at 34 it feels nice to be "flirted with" even if I am not interested.

Any who, it's 2:32am so I suppose I should get some sleep before my princess wakes up~